Yay Winter break!!!

Two whole weeks off from school, doing nothing but watching mindless tv, shopping, sleeping, and Christmas of couse. Maybe I'll even have a sleepover with my friends.

Christmas Tree shopping

We got our tree on Sunday. It was super cold but a lot of fun. But then our car wouldn't start!

Thankfully we got the car to start. But now we have a super pretty tree, it smells amazing. So far we only have the lights and the star but hopefully we'll decorate soon. Does anyone else have their tree yet?

Why Duggars, why?

The Duggars can't kiss until they're married, seems a little extreme eh? I agree with staying pure until marriage (it was my plan until getting drugged and knocked up at a party), but no kissing until marriage?! Seems a little over the top, they can't even kiss when they're engaged. I mean I get not dating if you're just going to break up after a few weeks, but dating in the long run is how you figure out what kind of guys you like, so you don't get married to a guy that's not your type, and kissing is a sign of affection.
And don't get me started on how they don't wear pants (the girls)

Well that was scary

I took a nasty fall today, and I was ok but we had to go to the hospital to make sure Oliver was ok. Thankfully he was but it was super scary. They're keeping me overnight just in case but I'll probably be released tommorow.

Fun fun day

So today after church I told Brianna and Claudia about Oliver. They couldn't believe I was pregnant. Brianna thought I was too innocent and Claudia thought that if any of us were to get pregnant in highschool the thought it would be Brianna. They both had valid points, when I told them it happened after I got drugged at Skye's infamous houseparty Claudia was shocked that I had even gone.
Then we went shopping and we bought some clothes for Oliver.

Long time no blog

I'm at the 18th week, school is going pretty good, no one (besides the people I told) know yet so that's good. People at school still treat me normally. I don't know if that will last though. I have to wear super baggy stuff now to keep it from showing, but everyone just thinks I'm fashion impaired, not pregnant.

On vacation + sixteen and pregnant (the show)

I'm on vacation in Chicago.... it's freezing, but it's nice to get away. We have been to the Field Meuseam and the Sears Tower so far.

Also I am addicted to sixteen and pregnant on MTV. It'sa nice to see other people dealing with the same things as me.

My new fave website

Is http://teachershare.scholastic.com/ it's actually for teachers but there are other teens on there that I enjoy chatting with. You can get your own account and add me at http://teachershare.scholastic.com/profile. Then send me a message!

Getting a three day weekend

Thursday we're going to Chicago for Vetrans Day Weekend. It should be pretty fun. I think we're going to some museams there. Also how is everyone reacting to the time change. I personally really like it, and extra hour of sleep!

Well that went well....

NOT! When I told my parents I was pregnant, but that II was drugged at a party my mom felt sorry for me. It was when I told her that I had know for about 2 months now that she got mad. She started screaming at me and cussing at me in Spanish. So it wasn't the fact that I was pregnant, it was that I didn't tell her until today. But it was because I was afraid of a reaction like this. Later she calmed down and offered to take me clothes shopping next weekend. Both for me and for Oliver. Ok so I am kinda glad I told her, I just wish she hadn't freaked out at first.

I think I should tell my parents

I'm about 21 weeks now and it's about time to tell my parents. I'm so nervous. I'm afraid they'll hate me or somthing.

My Sweet 16, what a joke!

You know that MTV show where all the spoiled brats get all this stuff and then whine and cry and mommy and daddy give them more stuff? I really just want to slap them sometimes. They're so annoying!

Happy Halloween (a few days late)

I had a great time trick or treating with my best friends. It was super cold though : p Anyway I got a ton of candy! How was your halloween?

It's a boy!

Max took me to the doctor and we found out I'm having a boy, so I guess I'm going with the name Oliver James.

Just need to keep it a secret for 1 more day...

After the ultrasound I guess it wouldn't be as bad if they found out.... it would still suck, but I want the ultrasound first. Also I'm afraid that they'll think that Max is the dad. I mean I hang out with him ALL THE TIME! But we're just friends, although Holly thinks he likes me...

Baby stop kicking me!

Baby kicks all the time now, it's woken me up, or surprised me during school and it drives me crazy. I don't understand the women that enjoy being pregnant, I really don't. I hate it so far and it will only get worse. I'm  lucky that at 19 weeks my stomach isn't as full as some peoples had been at 19 weeks but it is starting to show. My parents will find out soon.

Halloween costumes

It's hard to find any that fit, they're too tight, and yet the maternity costumes are for super pregnant women, so they're too big. Ugh... lets see if I can find one that fits.

Stupid school uniforms!

So all the schools in Cleveland have uniforms (because Cleveland is ghetto) and it's really hard to get blouses that fit, I started wearing babydoll tops and they thretended to suspend me! Just for wearing a babydoll top! I mean I doubt that gang members would ever wear a babydoll top. So now I just wear really baggy sweaters. Ohio public schools are going to the dogs.

Names

So I finally decided on names
For a boy: Oliver James, or Cole Justin
For a girl: Josefina Rose or Gabrielle May

I'm getting an ultrasound soon

My bestfriend ever (let's call him Max - we've been best friends since preschool even though I'm a girl and he's a guy) is helping me pay for it. He has a job and his parents are kinda rich, I should get a job soon. Anyway he's paying for the ultrasound which is super sweet, and they're not cheap. So soon I'll find out if I'm having a boy or a girl (I'm kinda hoping for a girl even if I won't be keeping it). The appointment is Monday after school.

Remember you're eating for 2 people! (+ cravings)

My best friend (let's call her Holly) is making me eat a lot. "Remember you're eating for two people." She said, she's one of the few people that knows my little secret. Although honestly Holly eats enough for three people and she's not even pregnant. So she gives me her extra food at lunch and that way my parents won't get suspisious from all the food I'm eating.
Also what were your cravings when you were pregnant. My cravings are for Cookie Dough Ice Cream (it's not even my favorite kind but now I can't get enough), Ham and Cheese hot pockets, and chocolate oreos.

Where does all my chapstick go?

I lose chapstick all the time. And even when I know where it is I forget it at home and I am stuck with dry lips at school. Ugh!

What this blog is....

At a wild and crazy party this summer I was drugged and raped, a month later I learned I was pregnant. This is a blog about my struggles being pregnant and hiding my baby bump from everyone (it's starting to show).

Taylor is my fake name, I would likw to remain annonymous.